Swimming like a sultan |
Thursday, December 24, 2009
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Went to jurong swimming complex with Keith today , we went to lakeside instead of chinese garden then when we reached there we went to hire float and go play with more sultans then i did all the slide it was fun but ichy jk.Hurt my waist part keena hit on the ground got blood . then after that go eat at kfc and then ki siao the train anyhow take back and forth and Keith forgot to drop at jurong station resulted in a person who is as smelly as shit to sit with us we both suffocated at the smell and kept laughing as the smell is simply amazing no words could describe it so we can only laugh and we were thinking wtf is this earth? then i went out at tiong baru how to spell?it was late 9pm keena sultaned when reach home and keith continues the journey to the west.
~LYJ, 12:05 AM |
My True Worries. |
Sunday, December 20, 2009
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Holidays goona by over soon going back from grandma’s house in 5 days time.
Still no progress in football.
Currently playing for Jssl-Arsenal school for league games against isa and trying to break into their
Fas League and become Semi-Professional.
Have checked for singapore professional teams trials and found out that I had missed lots of trials and opportunities to get into a professional team
Think that if I get back my hunger to win mabye that’s my motivation whether it is as good as my self motivation doesn’t matter as long I have some auto-agressiveness in my game it should help.
Will be going to the next trial available hope im not too late because of my age I really really need and must be a footballer it’s a gamble I sacrifies all my time on football my views and promised myself to get out of a hell life the only way is the be a professional footballer in europe.
I have to do this .
Im stressed and scared that another trials of my age would be available soon. That’s because in 2010 im gonna be fucking old 16 years of age and still not into any professional football club.Give me one opportunity now ‘ll fight for it with my life.
That’s everything im worrying about now.
Is the dream meant to come true?
Even if it isn’t I’ll make sure it will.
If it doesn't come true don't blame the idea blame yourself on not working hard enough.But i'll still blame singapore.
The only way to counter these worries i have to numb myself with football training and trying every means to get into a club.
i must make my life neat and organized now .Training hours after sch must be consistant.
Still no progress in football.
Currently playing for Jssl-Arsenal school for league games against isa and trying to break into their
Fas League and become Semi-Professional.
Have checked for singapore professional teams trials and found out that I had missed lots of trials and opportunities to get into a professional team
Think that if I get back my hunger to win mabye that’s my motivation whether it is as good as my self motivation doesn’t matter as long I have some auto-agressiveness in my game it should help.
Will be going to the next trial available hope im not too late because of my age I really really need and must be a footballer it’s a gamble I sacrifies all my time on football my views and promised myself to get out of a hell life the only way is the be a professional footballer in europe.
I have to do this .
Im stressed and scared that another trials of my age would be available soon. That’s because in 2010 im gonna be fucking old 16 years of age and still not into any professional football club.Give me one opportunity now ‘ll fight for it with my life.
That’s everything im worrying about now.
Is the dream meant to come true?
Even if it isn’t I’ll make sure it will.
If it doesn't come true don't blame the idea blame yourself on not working hard enough.But i'll still blame singapore.
The only way to counter these worries i have to numb myself with football training and trying every means to get into a club.
i must make my life neat and organized now .Training hours after sch must be consistant.
~LYJ, 4:19 PM |
